i realised i've been pretty much happier than normal these few days. maybe it was because i've gotten used to this situation. the so-hopeless-yet-i'm-still-clinging-onto-a-thread kinda feeling.it's like, all i can do is hope hope & hope. i can't change anything too. :( but i've been up to many things lately. hanging out with new friends, crapping with them in msn, meeting up with tina, working out & finally seeing crystal after missing her for a week!
let me start it off with my saturday afternoon with tina. planned to go novena square, only for dinner but we ended up signing up a contract at california fitness. first i thought it was a good move. but after i realised my money issues i thought otherwise. but what's done cannot be undone. couldn't do anything but to look forward to the next day's workout.
so sunday we started out around noon. rushed down to raffles place & then started working out. turned out to be so much fun! the feeling of satisfaction remained from the moment i used the equipments 'till the next day! so the regret part was gone. ;)
evening time was dinner with crystal & huifen at clementi. happy to see 'em. pool-ed a little while & then went home. though it was short, i still enjoyed my time with them! :)
worked out again with tina after hanging out with my crazy bunch in school. =D
attended hiphop lesson for an hour & it was fun even though we didn't really get to know the dance. too fast! LOL! home after that.
muscles are aching! as in my thighs! but the satisfaction trumps the pain! lol! ;)
so here's my theory: pain=pleasure!
(i'm not talking about SM okay. so please get that dirty thought outta your dirty mind!)
oh i missed out the part where i quarrelled with this guy in school today 'cos he talked to me in a really bad way while i was in a really bad mood. i know i was still kinda wrong but seriously, he started it!
but i'm not gonna tell that story anymore since it doesn't really bother me as much already. :)
i shall forgive & forget! or at least forgive. =p
imma happy happy girl! ;)
you know actually i was kinda feeling down in one way & another, the so-hopeless-yet-i'm-still-clinging-onto-a-thread kinda feeling that i just mentioned. but your calling me after months and months of me hoping endlessly for you to call me first really really made me go =D x 9999999999!!!
no but really. you make me the happiest. :)
