dedicated to our beloved potato queen.

celebrated my potato partner's birthday on the 22nd. met at around 7-ish at town area. &then we walked around while deciding where to eat dinner. finally decided on sakura. buffet, so expensive! paid a freakin' 26bucks for their lousy food. only their ice cream was great. okay, fine fine. i'm not a food critic or anything. their food wasn't that bad actually, but for 26bucks, it isn't worth it!

so after that we walked back to cine's arcade. played air hockey & daytona. they said i drive like a mad woman. hahaha! =D
yep, then walked over to youth park. sat on the works PARK while chatting. went home after we got tired of crapping.

so the rest of the days were as per normal. work, duh! i keep on working but i don't feel any richer! damn, i'm broke man. oh it's alright. one more day to go before PAYDAY! no no, i'm not gonna spend the money. i'm gonna save up for emergency purposes. but still, i wanna feel the crispy dollar notes &the taste of how bill gates lives his life. HAHAHA! omg, i sound so $$ face! probably influenced by shui jing jie! LOL! just kidding. :)



okay, nothing else to say but AU REVIOR!
so here's phiney & i signing off with our favorite CROSSED EYES pose.

oh! before i forget, just wanna wish my potato partner a very very HAPPY BIRTHDAY, though it's a lil belated. :)

ILOVEYOU TO BITS MY SUPER PHINEY POTATO QUEEN!
&no matter how old we'll get, this phrase will never ever go out of style: "phiney rocks my socks!" ;)

MWAH!

TURN BACK TIME

blogging again at such an odd hour. gosh, only one day off from work &my old habit's back!

i was preoccuppied with work for the last few days that i went missing. work &only work. although tiring, it was fun at the same time. :)
i remembered seeing michelle chong & xiaxue's rival miss izzy with a caucasian guy who i think she slept with during the later part of the night. (haha!)
&then another day after that, crystal &i saw the very hot actor vincent sitting at breko with a friend during our lunch break. yeah, i know we were very lucky. if only he was half-naked, as in him without wearing any shirt would be total hotness! =D

oh &there was a day when i ended work early, my sister invited me over to have dinner at her friend's place. nothing special with that, i thought. but the moment when we reached, i soon found out that her friends are CHEFS-in-training)! but ah, even so each of them have their own secret recipe for every dish. &the result, super-duper delicious food! :) we got to drink red wine too, my fave. :) plus! my sis &i got to bring home a tray full of lasagne. yummy!

today was supposed to be beach day with laurie at kuso beach but the plan was cancelled due to the heavy showers in the morning. so we went ahead with agenda no 2 which is shopping. oh before shopping had lunch with sissy, laurie, xinhui, ericsson &jiale at thai express. only ate half a share of the red ruby dessert ('cos i'm not gonna give up my diet plan even though i ate more the last couple of days!!) melvin came afterwards. next was neoprint at far east plaza with everyone. :) &then the 2 pairs of lovebirds parted from us &the three of us were left to shop. saw many many pretty shoes but couldn't buy them as i'm not rich at the moment. :( so, i bought what i really need, TOPS! :) bought 3tops today. they're really pretty. :) okay fine, i couldn't resist not buying anything for my precious feet so i bought a pair of white flip-flops for myself. =D
aww, still lusting over the pink zara handbag &the metallic pink party bag from M&S. :(

gah! i miss my clique to bits! 2days left to finally see them again.

&imissYOU too. i know it's not the same anymore. but even so, no matter how big &awful the fights we had were, you will never ever be forgotten. 'cos no matter what happens, a part of you will remain in my heart, always.
iloveyou still. even only as a friend.

maybe we tried just a little too hard,
&now we are strangers again..

shopping conquers all!

hello hello people! :):):)
from the title, you can tell what i did today.. SHOPPING! yay!

met loredana at 5.30pm. went to rochor center for awhile to look for the post office. we had trouble finding it &when we finally did, it was already closed! damn it, &then worse. my right shoe snapped! hahaha, it was funny &embarrassing at the same time 'cos people were looking at me, wondering why i was walking barefooted.

walked around to find shoes. saw og &immediately went in. =D at first the shoes we saw were ugly. &then i was desperately in need of shoes so i opened my eyes wider &saw this really really gorgeous pair of shoes. bought it! it's 40bucks & i hesitated for awhile but i was so in love with that i didn't care in the end. =D

next stop was bugis street. shopped &it was so so fun! :) it's like shopping paradise in there! bought 5tops & a bolero. our feet were hurting but we still continued 'cos shopping conquers all! LOL!

anyway, i really enjoyed myself today after such a long time. happy with my shoes, my clothes &my day. :) ohoh, &another thing that made me happy is that i finally got to use my MNG bag! :) &i wore matching underwear today. :):):)

god, i miss my girls. it's been 6497891326105 years since i last went out with them, all together! ugh! i miss lila shirley &delphine the most-est. :(

i can still feel the sorrow through my veins..

REALITY

yo there!
damn i feel so tired, but i feel like blogging so here i am! :):):)

started work at 2.30pm today. worked alone for the first few hours &i was bored to death! my mood was from bad to worse considering the fact that i only had 4.5hours of sleep! ugh! i thought my whole day was ruined but when crystal came, i felt so much better. :)

yep, worked worked &worked. it wasn't boring at all 'cos it was very busy. i love it when it's busy 'cos we never run out of things to do. didn't do g/w today, but actually i don't mind anymore 'cos i'm used to it already. :)

ate lotsa sushis again. but not so much. :)
ahh! fell down the stairs just now. stood up by myself! :) hmm, hurt my knee. not that painful at first but now it hurts so much more than just now . :( my mum put something on it. ugh, damn painful! so sad, it'll leave a very ugly scar. :(

oh so anyway i'm happy happy happy. i don't know why but i'm good, really. not that sad anymore. maybe i'm really just so sick &tired of caring for people who doesn't care about me at all. it's very very pointless, &stupid too.

reality will never change just to go my way.
trying to save what's left of my heart &soul-

sushi love!

hello! :)
had a great time today! :)
actually my morning wasn't that great 'cos i woke up at 9am which is too early 'cos i slept at 4.30am last night. not enough sleep! was very cranky until before i left the house.

went to bugis again with hf &cry to change the skirt that i bought yesterday. they gave me the wrong length! it was too short for me 'cos my legs are too long! &you know when i sit down with that skirt, everyone can see my everything down there! hahaha! so yeah, changed it. walked around a lil more. we stopped at this perfume shop &i was so tempted to buy the miracle limited edition set that hui fen bought! ugh! but i'm sort of broke :( so i didn't buy anything. crystal bought her escada perfume, finally &she's so happy. :)

okay, walked around a lil more before i head to work. went in butt on & i bought myself 3pairs of panties! lol, so damn happy. :) i know it's just panties but i like buying cutesy panties. they make me happy. :)

ahh! was late for work for like 5mins! damn, half of my one-hour pay flew off just like that. but it's okay. it's not that much anyway. okay okay, work today was surprisingly fun &even though i worked alone today, i didn't feel the least entertained! some of us talked like nobody's business before the peak hours. but after that everyone was busy but still it was fun! :)

did g/w but i wasn't pissed at all. i did it without complaining or anything! :) i'm so proud of myself, hahaha! & then after i washed everything i went over to the table &guess what, they have my favorite tamago, like finally! yay yay yay! so happy okay. 'cos there usually isn't any tamago leftovers. &some more they have unagi too. my two favorites were there so i ate more than usual. =D

&now here i am blogging about my almost perfect day. ahh, i feel so light hearted, maybe 'cos there wasn't anything or anyone distracting me today. but oh well, it's just a day. it'll be back tomorrow again, as usual. same old heavy heart. :(

dying inside!

i realised that i've been blogging at such odd hours for the past few days. don't really know why but anyway, here's the update for today.

first was work, &i felt lonely for the last hour 'cos cry &maine were off at 4 &i can only be free at 5. okay so when the clock struck 5 i ran up the stairs like a kid out from school. hahaha, i don't like working alone 'cos i'll die without them. =D so yep, had my dinner upstairs &went off at around 6plus. it was raining so we had to dash across to the bus stop.

we waited for chermaine to board the bus, &then waited for more than an hour for our dearest hf. hahaha, but it was okay 'cos crystal &i have each other to talk to. :)

so yep, met corrie &then bugis to shop for whatever we can find. it was fun even though the shoes i was wearing hurt my precious feet, but it was okay. :) bought a pretty pretty skirt! :) okay okay, so anyway when we saw all the shops closing we decided to have a seat at some coffee shop &chat. at first it was starbucks but we changed our minds &went over to tcc instead. ordered cheesecakes! :) &then some potato wedges as suggested by you-know-who. alright alright, it was me. but that doesn't mean that my diet's off okay! i just ate slightly more than usual, that's all. =D

11.45 we hurried down to the bus stop. realised that almost all the buses are already gone, went to the mrt station, found out that the last train for boon lay has left, went to another bus stop to catch the bus number 7. &guess what, with all the trouble we had from walking here to there, we still didn't catch the bus! hahaha, blah blah blah. something really funny happened along the way but i shan't say it out 'cos it's very very embarrassing for crystal. WAHAHA!
took such a long time hailing a cab, &it almost got stolen from me okay 'cos there's this stupid rude idiot, a guy, who knew i wanted to take a cab but he still went in front of me &then i was so pissed that i stood right in front of him &while i walked passed him i gave him an i-feel-like-killing-you stare &a very very loud TSK! =p
oh so now i'm home. finally! 'cos my feet are like dying soon. hahaha! xD

loosened up, gave in a lil. nothing will go back to what it used to be. he's there but he's not there. he's someplace else, wandering around. but i'm staying put. i never want to leave because i can't, &it's so hard to leave something like that. no matter how hard i try i'm still there, &you're going further &further, until i can't even see you anymore. but you know what, it's fine. i'm getting used to the pain &exhaustion. i'm dealing with it all right now..

hong kong! &other days.

okay, i know i haven't been around blogging for almost a month now. i even missed christmas &new year! i'm sorry guys (or whoever still reads this deserted blog). so um, BELATED MERRY CHRISTMAS & A HAPPY NEW YEAR! :)

i spent my christmas countdown days working my ass &slacking at home. nothing much really happened.
for christmas (eve) however, met up with huifen &vane at holland village to wait for our precious crystal to get off from work. while waiting, we decided to bus down to west mall to have a chat while eating our coffee bean cakes. went back to holland to fetch crystal from work, sat down at the market. jianqing &corrie joined us a while later. we couldn't decide where to go &there was a point of time everyone became bored so someone decided to go clarke quay.
so we spent the night over there, had supper &then sat at the riverside to chat 'till around 6.
yep, i know i know. it wasn't christmassy at all but who cares? i was with my friends!

the next morning i practically slacked at home, packed my suitcase for my trip to hong kong. it was christmas so we decided to order in, pizza hut.

26th, the big day. okay it wasn't that big a day but i haven't gone there for nearly a decade already! touched down in hong kong at around 7pm. it was exciting 'cos i haven't seen my dearest cousins for 3years now &i tell ya, those 3years has made a lot of changes to everyone &everything! they all grew up ¬ to mention, TALLER! one of my cousin who is my age is now a 6 footer! god, time really flies. BUT! there are some things that will never change. things like late-night monopoly games, dvd marathons, piles &piles of archie &other comic books in the toilet &.. our love for FOOD! =D

went to disneyland as planned on one of the days. the rides were not very thrilling but the trip was still fun considering the fact that we rode almost everything together. &when you step inside, you'll feel like you're reliving your childhood all over again! disney shows, cartoony mascots, parades, mickey-shaped food, balloons &fireworks! it's like living in fairy tale land!
took lots of pictures there, but i'm too lazy to upload them. maybe next time. :)

many days it was shopping. & i felt serious guilt when i calculated the amount of money i spent 'cos my sister, who we labelled shopping queen, didn't spend as much as me! aww, but she comforted me in many ways so i feel much better now. :)
met many new people like my sis' friend ericson who went shopping with us, charles &clinton my cousins' cousins &jeff my cousins' cousins' cousin. joined them in their little game of basketball &we also had a very noisy dinner. =D overall, hongkong was fun fun FUN! (especially because it's winter there!)

so i said goodbye to smooth silky hair & not so oily skin on the 2nd. what i was feeling that day was so mixed, i couldn't define what it is! leaving hong kong was so hard, but staying is hard too! i didn't know what to do or what to feel but i still have to come back to singapore so i didn't really have much of a choice. (okay, that is so me!)

so yep, today's the 5th &all i did for the previous days were work &work, slack &slack.
just came back from novena square half an hour ago, alone. yeah, i know what you're thinking, such a loner i am. it's just that i wanna spend some time alone, taking a walk while listening to my mp3 to make myself feel better. so i went there to check on how much money i have in my back account, found that i'm kinda rich (haha) so i went to shop a lil. stopped by the shoe shop where i found the to-die shoes i still love. i wanted to buy them but they were still out of my size! :( took a short visit to mph &i just found out that they are now selling my favorite baby blues NEW treaury, FRAMED! oh my gosh, i want it so much ('cos i wanna add it in my baby blues collection) but i decided to buy it another time. =D adidas was having a sale so i went in, took a shirt & a skirt that i really really want BUT they were out of my size!! damn it. i felt seriously devastated so i went in nike &found myself a cute PURPLE bag! i bought it, 'cos i'm sad, & IT'S PURPLE! =D

okay, i still feel miserable. i don't know why! or maybe i do know why but i'm not gonna tell you! :x

ps. sorry i typed out so much! i know i'm so so naggy. i like telling grandmother stories! hahaha!