Saturday, January 13, 2007

dying inside!

i realised that i've been blogging at such odd hours for the past few days. don't really know why but anyway, here's the update for today.

first was work, &i felt lonely for the last hour 'cos cry &maine were off at 4 &i can only be free at 5. okay so when the clock struck 5 i ran up the stairs like a kid out from school. hahaha, i don't like working alone 'cos i'll die without them. =D so yep, had my dinner upstairs &went off at around 6plus. it was raining so we had to dash across to the bus stop.

we waited for chermaine to board the bus, &then waited for more than an hour for our dearest hf. hahaha, but it was okay 'cos crystal &i have each other to talk to. :)

so yep, met corrie &then bugis to shop for whatever we can find. it was fun even though the shoes i was wearing hurt my precious feet, but it was okay. :) bought a pretty pretty skirt! :) okay okay, so anyway when we saw all the shops closing we decided to have a seat at some coffee shop &chat. at first it was starbucks but we changed our minds &went over to tcc instead. ordered cheesecakes! :) &then some potato wedges as suggested by you-know-who. alright alright, it was me. but that doesn't mean that my diet's off okay! i just ate slightly more than usual, that's all. =D

11.45 we hurried down to the bus stop. realised that almost all the buses are already gone, went to the mrt station, found out that the last train for boon lay has left, went to another bus stop to catch the bus number 7. &guess what, with all the trouble we had from walking here to there, we still didn't catch the bus! hahaha, blah blah blah. something really funny happened along the way but i shan't say it out 'cos it's very very embarrassing for crystal. WAHAHA!
took such a long time hailing a cab, &it almost got stolen from me okay 'cos there's this stupid rude idiot, a guy, who knew i wanted to take a cab but he still went in front of me &then i was so pissed that i stood right in front of him &while i walked passed him i gave him an i-feel-like-killing-you stare &a very very loud TSK! =p
oh so now i'm home. finally! 'cos my feet are like dying soon. hahaha! xD

loosened up, gave in a lil. nothing will go back to what it used to be. he's there but he's not there. he's someplace else, wandering around. but i'm staying put. i never want to leave because i can't, &it's so hard to leave something like that. no matter how hard i try i'm still there, &you're going further &further, until i can't even see you anymore. but you know what, it's fine. i'm getting used to the pain &exhaustion. i'm dealing with it all right now..