genting fun, day1!

REWIND REWIND to where it all started..



on the 1st day, 12th October 2008,
6 girls had just packed their bags the night before, & then restlessly but joyfully brought their belongings to bpp's taxi stand to wait for the coach to arrive.

although very excited, we were at the same time very very sleepy due to lack of a couple of nights' sleep. so everyone (except for chanchan, 'cos she's a shen. hahaha! snored the whole journey (with a few interruptions in between =( !) away 'til we reached our destination which is..


the breathtaking.. GENTING!


first stop was marybrown for lunch.

their chicken is, in my opinion, better than singapore's kfc.
BUT the rest thinks OTHERWISE.

their ice lemon tea on the other hand,
SUCKS bigtime. =D

after checking in, the usual pigs namely LEONG, GAN, CHEN & of course COCO, slept their way through the afternoon, until they were woken up by the none-pigs namely CHAN & TEO, in the evening. they even got a lil pekcek while waking us up, saying that we came genting to SLEEP instead of play. LOL!

CHANCHAN VERY CUTE HERE HOR.
(and take note of the two pigs behind.) GUESS WHO! =D

& then it was dinner at..
dunno what the restau's name is la.
but in any case possible,..

please DO NOT DISTURB CHEN MEIYI WHILE SHE'S EATING
OR SHE'LL GIVE YOU THIS LJ FACE. HAHAHAHAHA!

me, the glutton: wah eh, your noodles so yummy! gimme some leh, please..
chenchen: stop it can, WO BU YAO! you got your humungous sandwhiches already, still wanna eat mine. SHOO!
me: *sulks. FUCK YOU HOR. LOL!

anyway after dinner we decided to go to snowland to have some fun.

HEY MICKEY CHEN & HEY MINNIE GAN both looking so adorable,
and I looking EXCEPTIONALLY IDIOTIC.

EVERYONE LOOKS SO CUTE, except for me. LOL!
eh, CHERMAINE. HELLOOO! hahaha..

we ran around acting like some kisiao people who just got out from an asylum, throwing "snow" at each other's everywhere! LOL!
and then we played the float thing and we screamed like someone who's getting raped, especially crazy me. =D
we also had our picture taken by the people there, which i can't show you 'cos i have not scanned any of the pictures. heh!

camWHORE time. =D




I LOVE DELPHINE CHEN'S PI SAI! LOL!!
(click to clearly see her PISAI) =D

put your pic bigbig here.
IM EVIL. MWAHAHA!

wanted to go sing k at kBOX, but we find that the box is too small for us to fit, so we didn't in the end. instead, we headed back to the room and zzz-ed. typical PIGS. lol!


STAY TUNED FOR DAY2 CAN?!?!
i'll be righttttttt back after dunno when.
PICTURE OVERLOAD LAAA. LOL!
'til thennn! =)=)=)

to noone else but you.

look in my eyes,

what do you see?

not just the colour,

look inside of me.

tell me your need, and i will try.

i will try..

hmm, it's usually not until something's taken away from you that you'll realise how wrong you've been, how much you need it & how much you love it.

so all you've to do is fight fight FIGHT.
fight for another another another chance to make things right,
and to make everything all right.

i may not always know what i'm doing, but i'll try to make things better.

everything else and you.

see! I TOLD YOU i'd stop blogging when school starts! I TOLD YOU, DIDN'T I?! lol..

anyway school has been,.. well quite a bore except for my classclique. laughter all over the place with them around. but overall, i still miss the holidays.

speaking of which..
THE GENTING TRIP for CRYSTAL CHAN PEHHH FERNGGGGGGG'S 18th!!

aiya i'm not gonna upload any pictures yet since i havent gotten all of 'em. & the greeting shall be together with the peekchasss!
SHIRLEYYY GANNN.. PEEKCHASSS PLEASEEE!

anyhowww, my sister asked me a boliao yet sensible question: am i secretely waiting for your call?
hmm, honestly I AM HOPING YOU WOULD CALL but deep down i know you wouldn't =(=(=( because of all the damage, and everything la.
she super boliao, 'cos she asked me that randomly while she was doing her essay about chinese WHORES in the olden days. like, wth? LOL!

aiya i just know that i'm really trying very hard not to give up like i did before, 'cos there's really something wrong with me. something with my confidence and jealousy and everything. hard to explain, but i really miss you like a whole hella lot. missed you from the day i went away.

OKAYYY SO JIAYOU AND ALL THE BEST TO ME OKAY!!
i can do it i can do it and i'll do my very best just for you.

hopefully im not too late. :(

fucking everything-happens-for-a-reason.

everything happens in life for a reason. and things happen. things that you don't really wish had happened but it still did. or maybe things that you did which made it happen, but you still did it anyway. now those things, those things that you did, the things that shatters you and makes you crumble and fall- those are the one thing that you realise you can never replace in your heart no matter what.

ahG once said that moments you spent with the one you loved most are the ones you're supposed to keep and treasure and are not supposed to be replaced for they the only thing that no one can ever take away. but what if those wonderful moments, those deeply etched in your memory, are those that makes you cry and steals your joy away? what do you do then? and when you've decided to throw it all away, nothing in you just seem to want to let go. so, what do you do when it hurts so bad?

and they say, sometimes you both are better apart, even though it eats every skin and flesh of you. that distance and time can make the pain just disappear one day. well you know ive tried so many times, and then it made me feel better. or so i thought it did. because just when you start to feel that "you're okay", he appears in your mind again and it tears you, 'cos you're still so empty inside no matter what.

and the worst thing, the worse of the worst, is actually being with that person, so close together physically- the warmth he gives, the laughter, the moment. and at the end of the day, you say your farewells, and you know truly in your heart that those things all just adds up to nothing.

now tell me. why does everything happen for a reason? and why do things like this happen? i would really really wanna know because maybe that reason might just be the one that would help me put all the pieces together.

oh

FUCK GOODBYES.

not very friendly =/

FUCK.

i really need to lose a lil weight. okay not a lil, A LOT.
i can feel my self-esteem going lower and lower. tsktsk!

cb la. what's wrong with me uh?

lethargically excited

panjang with chan&teo to book. omg, everyone's really excited about it. really can't wait to get there man!

had swensen's for dinner, and because "wo de mama zai jia", i had difficulty eating my chicken wings. ge kiang la. =D i was the laughing stock for the day. but chanchan said EVERYDAY leh. POOR ME. hahahahaha!

and i do not know why, but no matter how much water i drink, i can't seem to quench my thirst! something wrong with me leh. LOL.

very tired, dunno why.
aiya everyday also same phrase. you not sian, i also sian.
BUT REALLY TIRED LA HOR!

chiobu alert!

today was nice, short and sweet day out.
my sis has been pestering me for days to watch her cheenapok movie with her, and so i finally did today! :)
so amk-ed with sis & in-law, watched and went home.

but i tell you ah, the movie VERYYYYYYY nice, VERYYYYYYY touching & VERYYYYYYY hot ah, the girl. my type leh! sad luh, im not a guy. WAHAHA!

see see see! CHIO ANOT? walao.

actually when you see the poster now, not really.
but WATCH THE MOVIE and you'll see.

wah, she's got that kind of aura, you know? that kind of, come-and-get-me aura. seductive, mysterious, I LIKE!

especially when she talks, WAH. I MELT AH, TELL YOU! hahaha!



i think im a guy leh, serious. aiya but nevermind la, ill stick to being a girl. (as if ive any choice. LOL)

being a girl also not bad. can AI MEI and ACT CHIO. if im a guy people will scold me ah gua, i dont want. LOL, so thank god im a girl. i'll just lust over her from afar.. WAHAHA!

okay dont be scared of me, and please still be my friend. my hormones got something wrong. =D

saturday night, no-life.

a very dull saturday for me today. stayed at home, wasting time doing crap. LOL.
now i know why holidays are going to be over too soon.

bah. and im obviously talking to no one, not even a ghost.
and.. suprisingly at this timing, im the only one online (among the kaypohs). where the hell are they, enjoying their saturday night without me?! haha! okay im such a loser. i think i should just go buy some booze and drink by myself. LOL!

red, yellow, BLUE.

freaking school is so near man. i don't wanna go back.
:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(

and i feel blue today without knowing why. something's really eating me. i know what but not why. i don't even think i'm supposed to be feeling this way. after freaking 10,000years, i thought i've gotten rid of it.
so hopelessly loser-ish.

well anyhow, i think i should just focus on looking forward to next week! i believe next week will be funnnnnnnnnnnnn!

anticipating the arrival of the coming week, with love and joy..

mixtape.
aiya fuck it la, loser.

BLAHBLAHBLAH.

super duper, mega omega tired.

home, hosp, tiong, home.
me, me, tan&teo, me.

UNDERSTAND?!

tired la. LOL.

dozing off.

super tired. walked around orchard road in search of that bitch's stuff.hahaha..=x
and i went to tweeze my brows. finally my brows are pretty. =D
nothing much. but very tired due to lack of sleep. super piggy. =D

omg, i need to sleep. i'll be a good girl tonight, sleep earlier than usual. my eyes are gonna shut itselves anytime soon.

byebye GOODNIGHT!

insomnia and my boliao-ness.

SIGHS. sleepy eh.

i only slept at 6.00am ya know?! and i woke up at 12pm. NOT ENOUGH SLEEP LEH!
kept rolling on my bed for dunno how many hours, thinking about absolutely NOTHING but to sleep, which now i think i shouldn't have done cos it made my insomnia worse.

so frustrated! and i cant stay home now cos i gotta meet that bitch. havent seen her for like, a week (?) and i miss her. LOL!

my constant blogging is back, I THINK. but now im blogging about how i can't sleep, and i think it's quite boliao to blog about something like this. okay and im still ranting and ranting about this super boliao topic.

OMG. now i can finally feel how i miss blogging. LILA WAS RIGHT!
wahhhhhhhhhhhhh KISS YOU MAN! mwah mwah mwah..! hahahahaha.
but i think when school reopens, i will stop blogging again. sched is like so packed la. very tiring! argh, i really miss secondary school days. :(

eh, ghosts! IM BACK! lol!

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOO... GHOSTS!
hahahahaha.. i don't know if anyone is reading this, but still HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
lol.. super BOLIAO.

GM ROCKS!
i miss EVERYTHING about GM man.

once i got down the bus, when both my feet landed on the ground, i cannot explain how delighted i was. after dunno how freaking long ( aiya, 1year only la. =D ), i finally came back to where my whole teenage life started. the place where almost every single memorable detail of my life happened, IM BACK! omfg.

i told lila how =DDDDDDD i was, with my exaggerated voice/action/expressions. aiya, she probably thinks im exaggerating la, BUT REALLY! hahahahaha!

ate my TOMYAM-yum! still as yummy as ever. and then talked cock, sang song, but never play mahjong till late at night. wahh, raining very heavily, which reminds me of how all 7 of us will run from school to mac, not caring how completely drenched we were.

AHHH MEMORIES.

ps, LILA! see see see! it's not a one-sentence entry! mwahaha!

oh, and i think you ghosts are probably wondering why im "back", LOL! all because of my dear lila la! she suddenly brought back the topic 'bout me not blogging for 10,000 years ( almost 1year only la. =D ). HAHAHA! so here's to you lila, and of course to everyone else who kept asking me the same question for dunno how many million times.
hahaha.. JVIA'S BACK IN THE HOUSE PEOPLE!

=D=D=D

eh, but i tell you guys first ah,
I CANT PROMISE YOU GUYS that i'll update like regularly or weekly or monthly ah. i hope i do la, see my mood. MWAHAHA!

signing off now, completely missing & reminiscing the past.
TOODLES!