yay! my birthday fun! um, well kind of. there were pissed off times, happy times, sweet times, funny times, angry times, and blahblah times. yep. everything was there already. hmm, we were planning to go downstairs to dip in the pool but too bad there was lightning. :( ahh then blahblah? i don't know. my lil brother kinda ruined my mood but it's all okay now 'cos it's already over. :) lala, all was okay. except for my pissed off part. everyone was sweet and all. i love 'em. :)
oh, and i really wanna say sorry to my lili and crystal. :( sorry if you guys were bored. :(
IWISHYOUWEREHERE..
yipee! and i forgot to say thanks to those people who actually remembered! :)
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shopping yesterday with sissy, pam, fel and jill. ahh! we shopped until our feet were sore and our hands were all filled up with shopping bags! ahh! it was fun shopping ya know?! ahh! tried out a few dresses, blahblahblah. but i didn't buy 'em. just tried them on for fun. haha! but i bought quite a lot of stuffs like a handbag, blahblahblah. but NO SHOES! :( they already went shoe shopping a couple of days back and i didn't go along. :( ahh, never mind. :)
btw,
happy birthday
to the person with the same birthday as me.
jay! :)
Monday, February 28, 2005
Friday, February 25, 2005
ILLOGICAL?
someone, save me from this misery. take all my pain away. i will be eternally grateful to you, whoever you may be. i know misery is self-created but can i help it? NOPE!
pushing myself way past my limits. argh! i'm very tired mentally yet i don't see myself giving in any time soon. WHY WHY WHY? the STOP signs are plastered all over the place already, am i just too blind to see them or did i just choose to ignore the signals?
sigh. what a bad and sad birthday eve.
pushing myself way past my limits. argh! i'm very tired mentally yet i don't see myself giving in any time soon. WHY WHY WHY? the STOP signs are plastered all over the place already, am i just too blind to see them or did i just choose to ignore the signals?
sigh. what a bad and sad birthday eve.
Wednesday, February 23, 2005
inspiration-
Love knows no reasons..
Love knows no lies..
Love defies all reasons..
Love has no eyes..
But love is not blind..
Love sees but doesn't mind..
Think about it..
there must be higher love..
Down in the heart or hidden in the stars above..
Without it..
life is a wasted time..
Look inside your heart..
I'll look inside mine
-ripped from cheryl's.
inspired by cheryl. :)
although this is stolen, i was inspired by what i saw. :)
Love knows no lies..
Love defies all reasons..
Love has no eyes..
But love is not blind..
Love sees but doesn't mind..
Think about it..
there must be higher love..
Down in the heart or hidden in the stars above..
Without it..
life is a wasted time..
Look inside your heart..
I'll look inside mine
-ripped from cheryl's.
inspired by cheryl. :)
although this is stolen, i was inspired by what i saw. :)
Tuesday, February 22, 2005
nothing in this world.
i can be an emotional freak sometimes, and i hate myself for that. paranoia loves me too damn much, it sticks to me like bees do to honey. it causes me to think too much and unnecessarily, but i can't stop the mind from wandering at all.
A man without scars
Is an unwritten book.
Do you have any scars?
and yes, even the girl who laughs in circle till her stomach aches and eyes tear can feel and she knows when something is amiss.
A man without scars
Is an unwritten book.
Do you have any scars?
and yes, even the girl who laughs in circle till her stomach aches and eyes tear can feel and she knows when something is amiss.
Wednesday, February 16, 2005
yesterday is not another today.
valentines!
14february2005
yesterday was okay. i was in a good mood, almost everyone is in a good mood. i got a lil freaked out on those who made my day (and others, or rather someone) terrible. and okay, love is in the air. of course it was. saw edwin and pei yi, winnie and another guy, beng loong and another girl. yea.
15february2005
today is a freaking FUCK day. yes, FUCK. my day was started facing mrs yeo and the others who skipped remedial yesterday, and who knew that bad luck was right ahead of me. i quarelled with miss chin for being so "unreasonable". okay, so i am being scolded because i said a few words to cheryl and corrie during silent reading? i mean, what the fuck? corrie was just telling me something before she goes home and cheryl was also telling me something! and another thing: teachers are so freaking idiotic! they catch us for our little mistakes like keeping long fingernails, tucking out shirts, wearing ankle socks and having not-so-obvious streaks of brown hair! ahh! it isn't as if they were some striking colors like pink or orange? and so what if our shirts come out in the middle of the day? what will happen to them?? will they die before us because our shirts are tucked out and they can't see our school name on our socks?? grr! oh! and i suppose they'll be killed by our long fingernails! argh! i hate school rules! i hate those mean old teachers! i hate her! i hate them! i hate everyone!
we have to freaking serve detention for one hour! grr! like what crystal always say, "waste our time!".
i don't get it.
every corner of my eye, there was you.
i wasn't even sure if i wanted to see what i always see.
it's weird, totally.
yay! i'm finished with all my talking! hmm, i think i'll just go now 'cos it's 1 am, and it's a school day, and i'm still angry with her, and i just wanna be alone with my damn potatoes and eat 'em. delphine, ya want? hah! ;)
yo, hey bro!
happy birthday
to you!
miss you much. :)
14february2005
15february2005
today is a freaking FUCK day. yes, FUCK. my day was started facing mrs yeo and the others who skipped remedial yesterday, and who knew that bad luck was right ahead of me. i quarelled with miss chin for being so "unreasonable". okay, so i am being scolded because i said a few words to cheryl and corrie during silent reading? i mean, what the fuck? corrie was just telling me something before she goes home and cheryl was also telling me something! and another thing: teachers are so freaking idiotic! they catch us for our little mistakes like keeping long fingernails, tucking out shirts, wearing ankle socks and having not-so-obvious streaks of brown hair! ahh! it isn't as if they were some striking colors like pink or orange? and so what if our shirts come out in the middle of the day? what will happen to them?? will they die before us because our shirts are tucked out and they can't see our school name on our socks?? grr! oh! and i suppose they'll be killed by our long fingernails! argh! i hate school rules! i hate those mean old teachers! i hate her! i hate them! i hate everyone!
we have to freaking serve detention for one hour! grr! like what crystal always say, "waste our time!".
i don't get it.
every corner of my eye, there was you.
i wasn't even sure if i wanted to see what i always see.
it's weird, totally.
yay! i'm finished with all my talking! hmm, i think i'll just go now 'cos it's 1 am, and it's a school day, and i'm still angry with her, and i just wanna be alone with my damn potatoes and eat 'em. delphine, ya want? hah! ;)
yo, hey bro!
happy birthday
to you!
miss you much. :)
Saturday, February 12, 2005
love makes the world go round.
ok. i have got to smile the moment i heard their voices. everything is doing great now. no more misunderstanding shits already. and their love is all going strong. some has the motto 'everyday, habit is war', like my dearest princess and karl. some makes the love stronger by just being in the relationship, doing everything they can just to live everyday together, like my sweetheart abi and her alvin. i/we don't really like that guy but we can't do anything with that. it's called LOVE.
couples-to-be like aiko+phillip;megs+MM (aka moses), all's going well. except that sometimes there can be fights and misuderstandings. now that's what i call NORMAL.
and when sometimes, you think that misuderstandings can never be looked at another view, miracles may happen, and that is what friendship is all about.
miracles are everywhere, you just don't know where and when they'll come.
love is what keeps friendships going on, and stronger. as long as there's love, and as long as there's a friend's love, everything will go on fine. like my honey pies megs, aiko, sheena and phillip. you may look tough, you may act tough, but your heart will never ever be tough. and as i said, tears are more powerful than words, because that is what keeps our friendship going strong. no words, just thoughts and feelings for each other. :)
i'm miles away from them, but i am so, so glad that we're still strong, and that i can still get them to stick together like glue.
blood is thicker than water.
we assure each other of that.
because we are brothers and sisters by heart.
hearts in between:
because ILOVE 'EM!
ILOVETHEM ALL!
sheens stan
megs m&m
aiko phillip
abi alvin
karl princess
mhir (?) kirk :)
ben.nikki.ais.jane.
happy birthday
megs!* :)
iloveyou meggie!
couples-to-be like aiko+phillip;megs+MM (aka moses), all's going well. except that sometimes there can be fights and misuderstandings. now that's what i call NORMAL.
and when sometimes, you think that misuderstandings can never be looked at another view, miracles may happen, and that is what friendship is all about.
miracles are everywhere, you just don't know where and when they'll come.
love is what keeps friendships going on, and stronger. as long as there's love, and as long as there's a friend's love, everything will go on fine. like my honey pies megs, aiko, sheena and phillip. you may look tough, you may act tough, but your heart will never ever be tough. and as i said, tears are more powerful than words, because that is what keeps our friendship going strong. no words, just thoughts and feelings for each other. :)
i'm miles away from them, but i am so, so glad that we're still strong, and that i can still get them to stick together like glue.
blood is thicker than water.
we assure each other of that.
because we are brothers and sisters by heart.
hearts in between:
because ILOVE 'EM!
ILOVETHEM ALL!
megs m&m
aiko phillip
karl princess
mhir (?) kirk :)
ben.nikki.ais.jane.
happy birthday
megs!* :)
iloveyou meggie!
it matters.
i just realised that:
tears are more powerful than words.
words, if expressed correctly, can be as powerful as tears.
and i wonder-
if people like me could not express words correctly, neither can i fill my eyes with tears of joy or sorrow, how far can i go?
when you take the expressway to one person's heart, did you really make it inside, or are you just trying to fit yourself in?
and what if you took the wrong train? how far can you go on making mistakes? how would you make it back there if you don't know how to?
when will you know if you're mistaken, and when will you know if it's the end of everything?
will mistakes that goes so far ever be forgotten by time or by everyone? or by yo and me?
life, as a secondary school student would always say, sucks.
tears are more powerful than words.
words, if expressed correctly, can be as powerful as tears.
and i wonder-
if people like me could not express words correctly, neither can i fill my eyes with tears of joy or sorrow, how far can i go?
when you take the expressway to one person's heart, did you really make it inside, or are you just trying to fit yourself in?
and what if you took the wrong train? how far can you go on making mistakes? how would you make it back there if you don't know how to?
when will you know if you're mistaken, and when will you know if it's the end of everything?
will mistakes that goes so far ever be forgotten by time or by everyone? or by yo and me?
life, as a secondary school student would always say, sucks.
Friday, February 11, 2005
here i am.
there i was: walking into my past again. as i look at my huge mistake, i thought- what am i doing peeping through a little hole doing some underground business. maybe i'm like those people who hide under a tree doing some secret stuffs nobody knows. but hello? i guess some people know what i'm talking about but i don't care anymore. it's all a living past, and i suppose no one could ever help, not even ourselves.
i updated this morning at the com lab. oh yea, we were kinda having fun. and as i said,
tan lili is a big lazy pig!
bwahaha!
okay, his birthday. we spent some time at orchard that day. ahh, and it's like, orchard?? again??. !! i mean, helloo! singapore, such a small country! where else can we go?? we are town people you know! anyhow, we drank starbucks, walked under the sun. hmm, maybe he enjoyed it but i didn't okay! i was sweating profusely with my gorgeous skirt and black shirt! and such an idiot i could be, BLACK SHIRT?? my gosh! i didn't even consider looking out my window before picking out an outfit!
yea, so after starbucks was cd hunting at hmv, and then we ate our long, juicy HOTDOGS. yea, hotdogs. and they are really juicy! tasty-licious!
town was too boring so i brought him to my home, where we hung out for hours and hours. mum bought an oreo cake for him and it's not really a big surprise 'cos i think he already knew about it. but everything went fine.
so we ate our cake, then blahblahblah, talked talked, with my sister, then blahblahblah, then he went home. yea, around 10 something. there was school the next day.
monday monday. what the hell happened that monday? i can't really remember! all i remembered was that after school, we stayed in class, talking about sex stuffs, virginity, blahblahblah, while doing our art! it was all so fun, and we found out many different talents and experties from people like xue zhi, crystal, and.. ME! mwahaha!
after everything corrie, crystal, shirley and i went with chermaine to town for clothes. oh yeahh, and delphine was sick, so yea. she didn't come. then blahblah. not everyone was in a good mood 'cos some are sick like my dearest shirley. hah! ;) and oh! i finally remembered what happened. :)
the next day was half-day, so obviously more people didn't come to school. (shirley, crystal, delphine). we kinda went shopping for clothes that day, to bugis. chermaine, trish and corrie bought stuffs but i didn't! wanna know why?? IT'S ALL BECAUSE OF A STUPID PAIR OF PANTS I WANT! I KNOW WHAT EXACTLY I WANT BUT I COULDN'T FIND IT ANYWHERE! AND I WAS SO PISSED OFF BECAUSE I TRIED OUT COUNTLESS OF JEANS AND NONE OF THEM SEEMS TO PLEASE ME! there! i vent out my anger already. ahh, still pissed. i need a pair of pants!
no school meant rotting for me, so for the past two days, all i did was sleep eat stone sleep watch sex&thecity sleep eat while watching sex&thecity stone watch sex&thecity again watch other shows sleep.
and PS, I WASN'T HORNY. NEITHER AM I A HORNY PERSON.
bahh! i was forced to go to school today! my eyes wouldn't close this morning! and i don't wanna talk about today! i had an okay day actually, i just don't wanna type out what happened.
BYEE!!
happy birthday
yuni
and when the black and white's gone,
everything went gray.
and that's my world,
as gray as can be.
belated happy chinese new year
to everyone! :)
i updated this morning at the com lab. oh yea, we were kinda having fun. and as i said,
tan lili is a big lazy pig!
bwahaha!
yea, so after starbucks was cd hunting at hmv, and then we ate our long, juicy HOTDOGS. yea, hotdogs. and they are really juicy! tasty-licious!
town was too boring so i brought him to my home, where we hung out for hours and hours. mum bought an oreo cake for him and it's not really a big surprise 'cos i think he already knew about it. but everything went fine.
so we ate our cake, then blahblahblah, talked talked, with my sister, then blahblahblah, then he went home. yea, around 10 something. there was school the next day.
monday monday. what the hell happened that monday? i can't really remember! all i remembered was that after school, we stayed in class, talking about sex stuffs, virginity, blahblahblah, while doing our art! it was all so fun, and we found out many different talents and experties from people like xue zhi, crystal, and.. ME! mwahaha!
after everything corrie, crystal, shirley and i went with chermaine to town for clothes. oh yeahh, and delphine was sick, so yea. she didn't come. then blahblah. not everyone was in a good mood 'cos some are sick like my dearest shirley. hah! ;) and oh! i finally remembered what happened. :)
the next day was half-day, so obviously more people didn't come to school. (shirley, crystal, delphine). we kinda went shopping for clothes that day, to bugis. chermaine, trish and corrie bought stuffs but i didn't! wanna know why?? IT'S ALL BECAUSE OF A STUPID PAIR OF PANTS I WANT! I KNOW WHAT EXACTLY I WANT BUT I COULDN'T FIND IT ANYWHERE! AND I WAS SO PISSED OFF BECAUSE I TRIED OUT COUNTLESS OF JEANS AND NONE OF THEM SEEMS TO PLEASE ME! there! i vent out my anger already. ahh, still pissed. i need a pair of pants!
no school meant rotting for me, so for the past two days, all i did was sleep eat stone sleep watch sex&thecity sleep eat while watching sex&thecity stone watch sex&thecity again watch other shows sleep.
and PS, I WASN'T HORNY. NEITHER AM I A HORNY PERSON.
bahh! i was forced to go to school today! my eyes wouldn't close this morning! and i don't wanna talk about today! i had an okay day actually, i just don't wanna type out what happened.
BYEE!!
happy birthday
yuni
and when the black and white's gone,
everything went gray.
and that's my world,
as gray as can be.
belated happy chinese new year
to everyone! :)
wahaha!
im in the com lab now.. hehe.
havin maths. with shirley, delphine and chermaine!
stupid lili tan! never come to school!
hmph! lazy pig! haha..
crystal and corrie also. hehe..
shit! i haven't update for so long liao..
ahh! but i don't think i can update now. hehe
we're fooling around here!
bwahaha!
spinning around
thinking of you-
havin maths. with shirley, delphine and chermaine!
stupid lili tan! never come to school!
hmph! lazy pig! haha..
crystal and corrie also. hehe..
shit! i haven't update for so long liao..
ahh! but i don't think i can update now. hehe
we're fooling around here!
bwahaha!
spinning around
thinking of you-
Saturday, February 05, 2005
the usual i guess.
monday
ahh! art remedial after school. we were supposed to go to abc market or whatever that place is called, at queensway. but in the end, lili crystal chermaine and me stayed at mac instead to do our art.then dom came, then blahblah, the guys came then blahblah. then um, went off. sat at somewhere in ghim moh for a while till like, 8 plus, then went home.
tuesday
they had a match, me a lili headed to orchard to get her's and chermaine's jay cd. erm then went to buy my hotdog, and lili was so disgusted on the way the lady prepares it. haha! she was totally grossed out okay! hah! ahh, then walked around, blahblah, then went home.
wednesday
-02february2005
oh! i skipped chinese b 'cos of the long journey, um. and i think also because i was tired? hee.., um, waited for lili at mac. then siew feng and her friends came in, then blahblah. then lili was like, taking so long. hmm, then i bought my bottled milk then went home. talked to suryadi on the bus journey. haha, kinda fun. :)
happy birthday
guo hui
thursday
-03february2005
watched feng shui after school at cine. i partnered crystal 'cos all of them had their partners. we were talking non-stop okay. ahh, talk about lots of crap. hmm, lili and chermaine didn't come along by the way. err, then after they ate their dinner we went home. think they were tired or something. yea.
happy birthday
chuan yu! :)
we miss you like crazy!
friday
yep. whole day with him. skipped guides. uhm, they had a match, then lili went for np. hehe. we went to orchard, looked around shops, and i found this gorgeous bag! ahh! it's totally cool okay! it's the way i wanted it to be! ahh! but too bad i'm broke. :( guess i'd have to drool over it again. erm, we went to eat at the usual place at far east. hmm, then went home at around 5plus to 6 'cos he's got piano. yea.
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-05february2005
uhh, ehh. um supposed to go out with chuan yu, but was postponed to maybe next week or next next week? hmm, then was supposed to go with domdom, ahh but too tired. hmm, then i went out with my big bro instead. um, to claim something and to do something. can't say it out now 'cos it's a secret until tomorrow. hehe.. :)
ahh! art remedial after school. we were supposed to go to abc market or whatever that place is called, at queensway. but in the end, lili crystal chermaine and me stayed at mac instead to do our art.
tuesday
they had a match, me a lili headed to orchard to get her's and chermaine's jay cd. erm then went to buy my hotdog, and lili was so disgusted on the way the lady prepares it. haha! she was totally grossed out okay! hah! ahh, then walked around, blahblah, then went home.
wednesday
-02february2005
oh! i skipped chinese b 'cos of the long journey, um. and i think also because i was tired? hee.., um, waited for lili at mac. then siew feng and her friends came in, then blahblah. then lili was like, taking so long. hmm, then i bought my bottled milk then went home. talked to suryadi on the bus journey. haha, kinda fun. :)
happy birthday
guo hui
thursday
-03february2005
watched feng shui after school at cine. i partnered crystal 'cos all of them had their partners. we were talking non-stop okay. ahh, talk about lots of crap. hmm, lili and chermaine didn't come along by the way. err, then after they ate their dinner we went home. think they were tired or something. yea.
happy birthday
chuan yu! :)
we miss you like crazy!
friday
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-05february2005
uhh, ehh. um supposed to go out with chuan yu, but was postponed to maybe next week or next next week? hmm, then was supposed to go with domdom, ahh but too tired. hmm, then i went out with my big bro instead. um, to claim something and to do something. can't say it out now 'cos it's a secret until tomorrow. hehe.. :)
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