someone, save me from this misery. take all my pain away. i will be eternally grateful to you, whoever you may be. i know misery is self-created but can i help it? NOPE!
pushing myself way past my limits. argh! i'm very tired mentally yet i don't see myself giving in any time soon. WHY WHY WHY? the STOP signs are plastered all over the place already, am i just too blind to see them or did i just choose to ignore the signals?
sigh. what a bad and sad birthday eve.
