common tests, conquered by us just this friday! mwahaha! had fun straight after that! swensen's for dinner with wid, pris, alv & keelin. wid had to work so it was left with the $ of us to dhoby xchange. after seeing nothing there, we sat at the staircase, gossiping & crapping all the way! oh oh, & how could i forget to mention that we took 2 free copies of maxim each. (except for pris xiao mei mei of course) mwahaha! alvin xiao ke ai & KEELIN THE PERVERT were too "SHY" to take. but they still took in the end. hahaha! it's 'cos of their high testosterone level, you see. can't blame them. LOL!

today, finally met up with tina! & so i decided to cut my hair. same old impulsive me. what to do? i've to do something to relief myself from all the pain. the result? nah, you'll see if you stay tuned! =D oh but don't worry, i'm not bald yet. lol! see i can still joke around! so don't worry alright. :)

pictures NOT up today. 'cos i haven't really gotten the mood to do so. but I PROMISE! I PROMISE that it will be up once i awaken from this nightmare.
undescribable feeling.
& it's a bad one. :(

still out now. taking a break in between a terrible headache & beyond-our-ability calculus. going crazy soon. argh!

last night's party was great. :) hope my lesbo partner loved what we did for her. aww we're so thoughtful & sweet! :) WE LOVE YOU SHIRLEY GANGAN! <3
no time no time no time to talk now! will update with more details & photos when i'm freeeeeeeeeeeeee!
saddest thing in this world
is to love someone
who used to love you..

& so i deleted my latest post. i think i wrote that on impulse. nevertheless, they are all true. every single word i spewed out. so what's the reason i hid it? simple.

at the end of the day, there are some things you just can't help but talk about. some things we just don't want to hear, and some things we say because we can't be silent any longer. some things are more than what you say, they're what you do. some things you say cause there's no other choice. some things you keep to yourself. and not too often, but every now and then, some things simply speak for themselves.

here's the thing. i feel breathless & my heart's bleeding. when people do wrong things, they deserve to be treated like crap. but i think we all need a little help once in awhile, dont you think?

:( this isn't self-pity or anything. just that i'm tired of laughing so hard, smiling, putting on this mask for as long as i can remember, that i don't have time to stop, sit at a corner, take a deep breath & let it all out.
i'm so tired.

just listen. do you hear people crying for help?

pictures, finally!

it's the HOLIDAYS & it is not gonna be a good one for me. :(

while every single one of my friends will be out enjoying the 2 weeks break, i'll be out studying EXTREMELY HARD for common tests which is only the week after holidays! so so great. grr!

okay so here's the latest update on my crazy classmates.
shall upload pictures instead of typing out rubbish 'cos someone (KT, hahaha!) complained about my blog being too WORDY, lacking pictures, boring. hahaha! so here they are..


my xiao ke ai. always playing his psp, 24/7.
from week 1 'till week 8. LOL!
but nevermind. he'll forever be our xiao ke ai. =D


duo transformation!
from innocent looking xiao mei mei pris
& bimbo chao ah lian jvia.
to.. i-dont-want-rice,i-want-BLOOD priscilla
& still bimbotic, teacher jurv. LMAO!



these two guys ah, forever texting their girlfriendsss.
what a LOVING BOYFRIEND. lol.
SO SWEET! hahaha!


unlike this guy here. forever making funny faces.
never thinking about the girlfriend.
no la, just kidding! LOL!



oh no! why the break up?!

all because of this affair!!

LOL! hahaha..
okay this is quite rubbish k.

so now i shall stop crapping about my class.
TO BE CONTINUED..
hahaha!

shall tell you about yesterday night! :)
boat quay, pubbing with the girls at acoustic.
cor, cry, hf, vane, ley, phiney & me!
only have a pic to upload 'cos the rest is with phiney.
stupid delphine, getting lazier & lazier to come online.




shirley & i, forever lesbo-ing!

oh & while we were sitting at the riverside, some guys disturbed our night!
one acting drunk. eww, stupid idiotic bastard. lol!

argh! it's getting late & i gotta turn in now. may not update for a long long time. :(
mugging season has begun! :(
adios, amigos! :(

i wrote this letter in my head,
cos so many things were left unsaid.
but now you're gone,
& i can't think straight..

& there's no way home,
when it's late at night and you're all alone.
are there things that you wanted to say?
do you feel me beside you in your bed,
there beside you where I used to lay?..

you tell yourself, let go. let go, 'cos he's already trying his best to move on & look forward.
one moment you think you're doing great, you've climbed up from that deep dark hole you dread. & then your whole day crashes, just because of one single beautiful memory that can never be repeated.