& so i deleted my latest post. i think i wrote that on impulse. nevertheless, they are all true. every single word i spewed out. so what's the reason i hid it? simple.

at the end of the day, there are some things you just can't help but talk about. some things we just don't want to hear, and some things we say because we can't be silent any longer. some things are more than what you say, they're what you do. some things you say cause there's no other choice. some things you keep to yourself. and not too often, but every now and then, some things simply speak for themselves.

here's the thing. i feel breathless & my heart's bleeding. when people do wrong things, they deserve to be treated like crap. but i think we all need a little help once in awhile, dont you think?

:( this isn't self-pity or anything. just that i'm tired of laughing so hard, smiling, putting on this mask for as long as i can remember, that i don't have time to stop, sit at a corner, take a deep breath & let it all out.
i'm so tired.

just listen. do you hear people crying for help?