i actually didn't wanna blog but i suddenly had an urge to do so. i don't know why but my fingers just kinda itches. it's like i wanna type out some stuffs which i can't type out here. so, what i'm planning to do now is to keep my fingers occupied so that i won't type anything nonsensical or rather, anything displeasing or hurtful to some.
i went to school today for guides to do some banner stuffs for the sec ones next friday. it was kinda messy at first 'cos we had no idea on what to do. then finally we had some so eugenia asked me to write the words 'cos she hadn't touched a single pen for 2 months. so, i did the writing and it appeared to be kinda nice. that stupid shike even thought i had vandalized walls before 'cos my so-called writing was like a professional vandalizer's.
i screwed up spraying the "guides" 'cos the spray color's also kinda screwed up and i was kinda pissed but it was like, it's okay, jurv-ia. it's nothing. haha. then i was back to normal, then blahblahblah. ahh! i don't wanna talk about this! lemme talk about something else!
hmm.
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edmund haha.. of course i care! haha. it's just that i was kinda lazy yesterday so i didn't reply lor. haha!
huiyii hey! you are NOT fat okay! seriously, you aren't fat in any way! you're cute but you're NOT fat! cute people like YOU aren't fat! haha! and he's not mean! oh please don't scold him. he's not he's not okay? we're just playing. haha! but i'll make sure you'll have the chance to box and torture him if he bullies me okay? haha! you're the only one who's been given this great privilege ehh, so you must treasure it! wahaha! ;P
from the heart and soul
ting ignore them! ignore them all! their just a bunch of crazy people who's out to do craps and shit. ignore them and cheer up okay? :)
jiee are you ALRIGHT? have you recovered from your FEVER? haha! just asking. take care of yourself ehh. don't always get sick! fight off those flus! haha! take care! iloveyou!
lili aw man! school's reopening soon. i miss you so damn much! oie! update your blog la, girl! i've nothing to do nowadays eh.
gang i miss you guys!! ahh! see you guys on the 3rd! iloveyouguys! kisses kisses and more kisses!
husband! having a great time there, eh? forgot all about me. sobs!* nah, can understand that 'cos your com's kinda crazy. i can't do anything bout it. :( belated merry christmas and an early new year! better keep to your new resolutions now, sweetheart. and! have fun with your luvs there! but love me too okay? haha! love ya!
megs! you didn't even bring me to your next holiday! how dare you! bad girl! :( you didn't even visit me! you went abroad without me and then you left me here during christmas?! how dare you! i texted you and there was no reply and i tried calling but your cell was turned off! hmpf! you didn't even gimme the chance to say i miss you and all. remember my presents okay? i'm gonna kill you if you don't even send me a present. hah! mwah mwah mwah babes!
aiko! honey! it's been like AGES since i last spoke to you! where are you?! i called you and you were outside with whoever and i felt really bad 'cos it was ben who i talked to and not you. i really miss you hons! oh! and, tell you something. say I DO if you really love him. believe me. everythings gonna work out perfectly. trust me darling. have faith in yourself. iloveyou darling. :)
ahh. it seems like my heart's so light now. it's lighter now, really. i can't believe how easily i can be fooled with just a few iloveyou's. argh! but i do love you. i really REALLY do. it's just that i'm poisoning myself with thoughts i shouldn't be bothering about. it hurts to untie myself but i have to.
have i ever?
could i ever?
