hui ahh. i changed 'cos i thought, maybe it's better to change something for the new year. so, yeah. nice eh? :) hmm. and i am so so sorry if i kept writing out your name like that. i just find it soo cute. aw, please. just let me off. hehe. just treat it as your pet name only used by me and no one else but me! okay? :) oh and, i so don't want to go back to school! i have to wake up early again and waste money for cab rides whenever i'm late, which is almost everytime. ahh! but i'm gonna see you again! yay! love ya! :)
; tingting hey! thanks for the help okay? :) happy new year again and god bless you! take care! :)
`anna hey! thanks huh! hmm. don't you need the books yourself? i thought you still have to use your sec 3 books for sec 4? i mean, don't you use the same books? haha! hmm. your already sec 4 this year so must study real hard okay? take care! i miss ya! :)
i wanna go sleep now but i thought that maybe i should write out my thoughts for today.
it's already 2005. time really flies. it's like, i was just 13 yesterday. i couldn't imagine myself surviving all the ups and downs in life all alone well, almost. 'cos i know that no matter what happens, someone would be by my side, doing anything he/she can just to see me smile. i want to thank everyone who helped me in every single bit of way. i love you guys. thank you for caring so much for me.
i know it's a new year, but nothing seemed to change AT ALL. i'm still stuck with the same old problems. and now, i really feel so alone more than ever 'cos i know that none of my sweethearts could help me. they know i feel miserable, but they can't do anything! i'm stuck! i'm still here at 2004. i've not left yet.
it's like, everyday, i hope and hope for things to be like before. i want things to go back to normal. but now i'm not even sure what normal is 'cos to everyone else's eyes, THIS is normal.
