wish upon a star, wherever you are. and don't ever stop till your wishes come true.

i'm in a more stable peace of mind this morning. thank god!, i love you.

well, that was what i thought. 'cos everything seems to have been blown off by the wind. but everything's still there. i'm still carrying it around me, everywhere i go. but i'm trying to tie off that knot between us. i'm trying, it's still hard though. hope is already like my shadow. it follows me everywhere.

there was fire out of nowhere again. what is happening? i really don't understand. all the bitch came out of me all of a sudden. i don't know why. i turned into a beast, an unfeeling one.

but as i look at the dog who's been with me for 185 days, i knew that i couldn't let go. i love boo, i love him. my heart melts so easily whenever i look at it's eyes. it's full of mystery, sometimes anguish. i could not let go so easily.

so now i have to hide the beast within me, or rather, take it all away completely. i have to try!
i can't have everything in life. i chose this path and i'm walking straight ahead, but lemme peep at the other road sometimes okay? :(