LOVE SUICIDE \-;: cherish

for my last night, i shall blog about my stay here.

i may not say that i truly enjoyed. who would like feeling pain & fear each time they bring you to places you've experienced trauma & tears, which also felt like the longest 30-60 minutes of your life?

but why bring out all the angst? with friends who care, family who loves & adores. how can you possibly feel all negative when they're around, shining on you a ray of light, making you stronger as each day passes?

i believe that i valued this stay the most. it may be the shortest, & i may not be where i wanted to be, but those who will stay with you, goes with you. & that is something that will never change.

sure, there are times that i felt like im a hundred feet deep. often a times you don't know whether you can ever pick yourself up again. needing the person you want, but not having him by your side. so cliche, but it hurts. hurts so much you can feel it pinching your heart, tearing it into pieces like how you chew a loaf of bread. though the feeling sinks in deep, all i can say is, i cherish. cherish what i have now. this is one of the million things i've learned.