Saturday, January 07, 2006

falling apart?

first week's over.
well, our schedule wasn't that hectic. not yet. but it's already kinda busy because of the homeworks and upcoming tests. i've missed on a lot, really. i'll just have to catch up.

okay, we don't hang out like we used to already. i don't know why but things aren't the way i want them to be. well, not everything but yes, most of it. it's falling apart. how did we even fall into this trap? we spent, say, three years enclosing ourselves in this circle. so where is it now? i thought this was what we wanted; days filled with subjects of endless laughter.

what really makes me smile is the way different people like us can bond. but why is it that i feel so terrified, like i'm losing something that i put almost half my life in? :(