you know what, i had a dream last night, a very unexpected one.
i hugged you. i didn't wanna let go but i had to so i tried getting away from you. but you tried keeping me around your arms, holding me tighter as if you wanted me. i struggled but you're just far too strong. and then i woke up.
i don't know what i'm supposed to feel but all i could think of was i have to go. i really have to. we can't get stuck here forever. there's someone out there waiting for you. you know what i'm trying to tell you. and you know what i always say, just go.
you are a good guy, you made me happy in a million ways. you made me sad too. you made me cry, you made me feel so alone. but you know, all the sadness i felt before was quickly overpowered by happiness. you being with me was a gift. but the perfect gift was torn apart by many undesirable problems, and this is the outcome.
but seriously though, you are a nice person. i still think you're nice even if i hated you sometimes. well, you can't blame me for that right?
