after all the pain and struggle, life is too short for me to grieve over things.
as what my dearest friend AIKO has said, "get over him and MOVE ON." and not only that. your advices and experiences has insipred me in many ways. <3
life has never been the same, i know. but since the day i tried to deal things myself, that perfect facade of mine slowly flushed away.
but surely, my friends are there for me too, of course. :)
here's to SHEENA, my very lovable and sweet husband who never fails to cheer me up. you may think that there was never a time you ever made me happy but you're wrong. 'cos i know that even if you're not there, you're actually THERE. there for me ALL THE TIME. to listen to how i nag and how i repeat the same old thing to you. THANK YOU. <3
well to some like CRYSTAL and LI HUI, they may not have the same thoughts in mind as me. but each time i run to them, to tell them how i feel, i know that they'll try to help me in every single way. i know that they will not leave me at an empty corner. our different perspectives has caused some changes to things which made my life complicated, but in a FUNNY&COOL WAY. you may not understand but this is how i think we work things out. without them, life would be so screwed. <3
HUI YI, my beloved sister. seldom do we see each other but i know we connect in some way. that bond that we have is uncomparable to any. it's a different kind of bond that makes me want to hold onto it forever. THANK YOU VERY MUCH for being there for me, especially that time when i was really so broken, at camp. i can't imagine how everything will turn out without you. <3
and most of all, this ANONYMOUS person. you probably think that you hadn't done anything to make me feel better but in some special and magical way, you did. finally, we did it. we're out of that trapped box and we're out here leading "normal" lives again. we don't have to "hide under tables". not anymore, never. i can finally taste the feeling of before. i have so many things to tell you, so many words unsaid and undone and this time, i'm gonna make sure that i don't miss out on any. i'm gonna prove what i gotta prove over time. so, yep. THANK YOU extra special much, with whipped cream and cherry on top. 'cos you're there when you actually didn't know that i needed you. YOU REALLY MAKE ME HAPPY.<3
now, i declare to myself that i'm not gonna hustle on to anything. i'm gonna do my best. i'm gonna stand tall and stand back up when i fall. and if i really reach to the extent that i'm fallin off a hill or a cliff, i know that i have someone to pull me back up. :)
