and maybe, just maybe, THAT is the truth.
argh! and i don't know why i'm feeling like this.
guess my love for you isn't gone that fast.
guess your love for me is ALREADY gone.
now i know that someday, somehow, you won't love me anymore.
i was scared then, but i knew that day will come.
so what can i do?
it's that pain, that anger, that disbelief that makes me wanna go crazy!
pain because i know i love you,
anger because of your actions,
and disbelief because all these damage is done only by YOU.
i still can't believe you did this to me.
but let me tell you this:
i know i did my best,
and as i say, it takes two hands to clap.
everytime i did my best, you weren't there.
YOU WEREN'T THERE, I SWEAR.
it was always me who did all the emotional thing.
and i STILL don't understand WHY.
all i need is to make my questions in life lesser.
all i need you to do is answer some of them.
arghh!
