after disappearing for months, i've finally found time (& mood) to start writing about my life again. i tell you, the past few months i've had weren't just "the past few months". it felt like many many years of hardships &discontentment, not to mention PAIN.
ups &downs, lefts &rights. you name it, i've got it.
since no one is actually reading my stuff already, i shall write freely ¬ "hide behind bushes".
i've been admitted again, &sad to say, it won't be the last time. although times in there were pretty rough &tough, i'd say i've learned many things about people (shan't say what) & met several people who has gone through so much &still remain intact. :)
all i want to say is, thank you to those who found time to visit me, because even for just that moment you guys made me feel comfortable. :)
thank you, you guys.
okay, specifically it's the great wonderful people in my life, my clique, who hadn't make me feel empty &alone.
yanping, roger &wenjie. people who obviously is close to my heart.
huiyi &limin, the ones who took the trouble to pay me a visit.
gillian, the girl who can never stop laughing.
vanessa &huifen, 2very nice &caring people.
mr chua, who bought for me 2 of each type of pau from the most famous pau store in singapore, &mr lee, the one who never failed to bring me scrumptuous delicacies everytime he drops by.
last but not least, my hero. the one who brought me a bouquet of roses right after school, the one who took the pain to make me a cute gundam &color it with my favorite color even during the mugging period of our o's, the only one who took me downstairs to light candles during the mid-autumn festival, the one who never ever fails to tuck me to bed (even by phone =D) every single night of my stay in that horrible place.
it was sad, a few days after i had been discharged it was crystal's birthday, & i didn't make it!
sorry crystal, i know it means a lot to you. really sorry.
oh, &i wanna greet her a BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY here, :) .
so enough about that.
before &during o's were the worst days of my life. everyone was trying to be the toughest of the toughest. most art students were practically living in hell way before o levels began. had to finish our coursework, &after coursework was paper1 which we had to do before our o's &hand it all up up together with our final design. i tell you, it was horrid horrid HORRID!
after art our hearts felt a lil lighter, it's like the whole burden art brought to us finally went gone & is O-V-E-R! the rest of the papers were okay, maybe except for maths 1 'cos i panicked & almost died, chemistry 'cos i totally did not know anything despite the countless of days i wasted mugging that stupid pathetic half a subject (!!!!!!!), accounts 'cos i totally gave up mid-way, &history 'cos dang it, i studied the wrong chapters!
after o's everyone was relieved. we thought of celebrating so ley, phiney &i went to catch step up. okay, after that day, the rest of the days were invaded by boredom.
only except for the days we went present hunting for chermaine's birthday. we actually thought that it was easy getting her something this time 'round because we know exactly what she wanted: a white nike watch. but we didn't expect it to be as hard a before! we went in several nike shops &found every other color except for a white one. the worst thing was, every nike shop has the exact same watches, so how are we gonna find her dream watch??
so, we decided to hunt for watches with other brands like adidas. nada! finally, when we arrived lido ley &phiney spotted this white watch, it's gorgeous but we hesitated to buy it 'cos it isn't a nike. in the end, we bought it anyway. hahaha!
the day of chermaine's birthday, it was stressful yet exciting. we had to rush here & there to get everything done because we thought that the ever so punctual chermaine would be punctual. but haha, guess what, she wasn't! in fact, she was very very late! but it's okay, now it's our turn to wait & it's her day anyway so, who cares?? =D
everything went on smoothly. our plan was not ruined even though we rushed on everything. cafe cartel first. we gave her a very very small slice of cake to make her think that we actually don't have any more money to buy her the big cake. we sang the happy birthday song &she was so so embarrased 'cos people were looking. so we ate, everyone was bloated &then the big cake arrived! we embarrased her again! hahaha. but it all went fine. we were very sweet actually, we ate the whole cake together using our forks! :)
we quickly ate and then we rushed to the cinema. we bluffed maine about the movie, & the first thing she said when we reached was "walao eh". it was 9:56, a horror movie, &she doesn't like horror movies 'cos she gets scared. hahaha! & throughout the movie, she covered her eyes &only allowed herself to look at the subtitles! how cute is that!
after the movie we walked from cine to cathay cineplex. we hung out there for awhile, surfed the net & then we went off. we had a fun day, all 7 of us. :)
been hanging out with chermaine &crystal lately, especially crystal. we've been finding jobs together. always hanging around holland v &town to job-hunt. after many painful days of rejections, we finally found a job! & the best part is.. we get good money! :) we're gonna start on the 11th, & we are so excited! especially me &crystal. our eyes are like filled with dollar signs whenever we think of the job! =D
okay so i guess i've filled in all the blank pages from the past months. :)
