the hundred year old thing that no one has ever thought of going back to. it just wouldn't go. and i thought it left already but sometimes i can't help but remember how it pinches my heart.
and the thing is, i don't know what could make me feel better.
& you know something funny? i know that pain is the one that reminds us of how far we've gone.
but why is this pain so unbearable?
i watched me fade in your mind,
like fireflies in the morning horizon,
subtle & sleek.
days when i knew you existed .
yet you watched me,
fade like fireflies in the night sky,
constant & endless.
soon denying your existance,
i ran. & then
i said with a smile so faint,
goodbye..
just get out.
Sometimes I wonder why people spend their lives missing things, or people.
