blinking over and over. staring blankly at the screen.
i snapped out of it just a few seconds ago. i don't know why but i'm so shattered deep inside.
i'm so blue, so down, i don't know what to do, what to say to you.
i want to tell you a million and one things, in my thoughts, in my mind. i just can't.
i've lost the courage, the hope, the everything.
pushing myself to stand, clinging onto anything i can just to prevent the fall.
hate to admit this, but i'm so weak,
inside & out.

SOS.