you're just playing them up in your mind.
NOTHING of what i do and intend to do is fabricated.

oh what a sad birthday :(

if you were to take a walk with your love, would you choose the straight road with nothing to see, nothing to stop for, and reach the end quickly without facing any obstacles, or would you choose to take a winding road, and do a few detours before sitting down for a talk and not want to reach the end forever?