lemme tell you something important first.
happy birthday
hui yi JIE!
belated- :(
sorry i couldn't celebrate your birthday with you. :(
hmm.
another thing.
lemme just tell you what's deep within.
i've been collecting broken hearts and gathering them up into my arms, always trying to
hide them under every forced smile.
reliving the times when i first realised my crushed dreams, when i picked up the pieces i never realized i had dropped along the way.
and then, everything came full circle. and it was suddenly apparent that i am losing and finding parts of myself all of the time.
wishing for old faces, stimulating conversation, intangibile decisions.
plus, internal exploration leaving me with a greater quantity of questions there will never be answers to.
not much has changed.
and you know what? i can assure you that no matter what you think, none of you can actually understand what the heck I'm talking about.
idon'tknowhowtomendthis
oh btw,
belated happy birthday, you.
i wish i could celebrate your birthday with you.
but i can't.. :'(
`- it's all been done.
